My Prayers Bemoan A Love Untrue

MERRY XMAS!!!<3

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 04:07:46 GMT

MERRY XMAS TO ALL OF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS<3

Peace And Love

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 06:32:34 GMT

ahhh! This break has been great, alot of partying and its only been what three days almost since we got out of school. Not bad. Well I hope the rest of the break is just as good, damn I hope I dont jinx myself.

Well Tuesday were going SNOWBOARDING! NIGHT SESSION!! Its gonna tight. I rather go in the morning but whatever, if night is all i got, I'll take it. I hope its just as fun as it was a year ago. Good times.<3 I AM THE TETRIS CHAMP OF 03!

Well I havnt spoke to alot of people on here, so if you wanna hang out or something IM me or call me. I'm down for whatever, and i hope all of you have a great break.<3 peace and love.

"Dont worry be happy, put a smile on your face, dont bring everybody down like this, dont worry it will soon pass whatever it is, dont worry be happy." - Bob M.

alone

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 20:12:09 GMT

You know how people say that friends will always be there for you, i'm starting to think that thats not really true.

It feels like I really dont have anyone to talk to anymore, everyone has there own thing going on now.

I dont know if its me, but it feels like i'm all lone again.

I guess thats just how it is...

eeek!

Sun, 24 Oct 2004 08:46:48 GMT

Ahh tonight was fun, tonight was the funniest night since......the last show I was at. I didnt have any money but my friend spoted me. :) thanks. ahh I wanted to buy some stuff but I didnt have any cash, its alright though, I still had soo much fun, I think it would have been even better if the other homies were there. But they wernt. Valeria, she moshed it up nice, 2steped and everything.<3 Oh and this time I didnt feel like I was gonna die. Some people know what i'm talking about, if you dont...ask me...maybe I'll tell you, if your kool. jk well i'm really tired and sore, my back hurts, my hands are bruised but I love it, I miss all that stuff, coming home, sweaty, tired, sometimes in pain. Well As Hope Dies put on a good show.<3 night.

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 06:11:27 GMT

So I havnt updated here in awhile, not like anyone reads what I write. Or maybe they do the just dont comment. hah I dont know. Um, everythings been alright, I guess...schools ok, some of my classes are really boring. My last one for sures, it's always hott in there. Well I was looking at my old photobucket cause I was bored, and had nothing to do, or anyone to talk to, and I came across old pictures of someone and felt this odd feeling inside me it felt weird, and I felt bad, I also came across an old picture of myself. I took it during english class with my phone, thats why it looks all crapy.</3>

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Mon, 06 Sep 2004 19:42:01 GMT

EEEEEEKKKK!!!!!! SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!

rgstrhthgsth

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 06:19:01 GMT

Today was a nice day.

I'm really tierd, walked around ALOT today, havnt done that since......a long time ago.

My feet hurt.

YAY!

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 08:20:54 GMT

yay! I got a new layout.

Let me know what you think of it!

Thanks you, you know who you are. ; )

things need to change

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 00:29:57 GMT

Anybody wanna make me a new layout?!?

Pfff, yeah right.

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 04:44:30 GMT

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	erotic
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	light up a day
Your touch is...	heart warming
Your smell is...	beautiful
Your smile is...	entrancing
Your love is...	one of a kind

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Good times

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 06:59:45 GMT

Yesterday (thursday) was a pretty good day/night, I was home watching TV and one of my good friends Josh Mungria IMs me asking me if I wanted to go to the show tonight, and I was like damn, I havnt been to one in sooo long, and once in a while I hear people telling me to go and stuff, but I dont know it's somewhat changed. I cant really explain how it has, but I can just feel it in the atmosphere when I'm there. And well we got there waited in a line to get in, got in, listened to the first band, they were alright. Pretty neat break downs, well then later I dont even know what band was playing but Josh started dancing, and then I started dancing. I havnt danced in sooo long, it was fun, good times with old friends. Well it was good show, got brutal toward the end, got tossed a few times. It was all worth it though. I need to start going to more shows, the problem is that I just never have a ride to shows anymore, so I just dont even bother trying to go. So if you ever wanna go to a show, and want to invite someone, I'm always ready to go.

Well then after the show Tim spent the night at my house, and then this morning we whent to register myself for school. It was really hott outside. Oh and the new Warren Office is crazy looking. After registering Tim went home and I came home, and my brother asked me if I wanted to go to the mall. So I was like alright theres nothing better to do so I went and we were just walking around looking at stuff. It was kool. Well that show was great, and I thank you Josh for inviting me, it's been a while and I'm glad I went. This morning I woke up really sore from my shoulders, back, and legs, I could hardly move cause if I moved a lot it would hurt. So I'm still really tired and I'ma go to sleep now so comment if you were at the show! or if you just wanna comment. There exciting to read. peace.

: )

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 03:44:49 GMT

R	Responsible
I	Innocent
C	Creepy
K	Kinky
Y	Yummy

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Tierd as fuh!

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 03:56:11 GMT

Ugh, I'm sooo freakn tierd! Last night I stud up till 4am just chit chatting, and my moms ended up waking me up at 7 to go to work, so I barley got any sleep, and today felt like I worked my ass off the most then any other day. from 8am to 8pm are my working hours, so it's pretty hard. I should catch up on some sleep, but I dont know I still wanna go out or something. So if there is anything going on tonight, let me know. : ) Or if you just wanna come over and shill out. IM or something.

Missing you<3

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 09:32:14 GMT

I miss you, come over. : (

Extremly Nice!

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 06:38:48 GMT

EXTREMLY NICE <3

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 11:27:03 GMT

Hmm, today I didnt go to work cause I was gonna go out, but then I woke up feeling sick again, I have been all week and I didnt want to go feeling all sick. I dont know, I think im dying or something, I dont eat much anymore. And if I do I can only eat a lil and I feel like I ate allot.

But then when it was about 7 or 8 I allot better, I dont know why it's usually in the morning that I feel sick. But then I started watching this movie 13 it's pretty crazy. Good movie, I would say. And some other, I forgot what it was called it was pretty good as well. And after that came online to see who was on, no one. So I just updated this thing since I have my own comp now. Well I'm off to bed. Night.:]

I'm back!!!

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 08:36:05 GMT

Ah! I got a new comp. Now I can update this thing and talk to people when ever I want, with out getting kicked off the computer by my sister or brother. hehe. So start IMing me now, cause what if this comp blows up again and I wont be able to talk to for another year. SO IM ME!!!

Iets go some where....<3

Tue, 11 May 2004 03:28:37 GMT

Well nothing good or bad has happened laitly. Just like whatevers. Today I just chilled with some of the homies after school. Then we whent to eat I came back and sat where I always do. Ugh.

Someone get me out of this place, it's boring and theres nothing to do. I need to meet new people, start talking to more people. New friends or something, I dont know. I need to start going out again. Stop being so lazy. Well it's not that I dont want to go out it's just that there really isnt much to do.Well I'm outs peace. If you ever want to hang out or something talk to me!

P.S. haha after I updated this entry I read my Horoscope and said this...

You may be feeling some wanderlust and a craving for something new and different in your life. You just can't help but be a bit bored by the dullness of the same old routine. If adventure is what you crave, why not begin to plan an exotic trip? Even if you don't have the money at the moment, you can still get the travel brochures and start doing some research at the library. Just knowing that you're going to go someday will help improve your spirits, dear Virgo.

haha I just thought it was kinda wierd after what I said, and what it said in my horoscope..Peace.

I NEED A CAR/JOB

Tue, 04 May 2004 23:12:37 GMT

hmm, so I havnt updated in a while, well I usually dont update cause either I cant use the computer, to lazy, nothing to say, or I accidentally deleted the whole entry.

So laitly I'v just been kinda stressing it at home. I never wanna be home, but I have no where else to go so I just end up here anyways. I hate coming home cause all I do is come home, listen to babys cry all day/night and sit on a chair/couch, all there is to do here is watch reruns of everything on TV. I dont talk to alot of people anymore. They think it's because I dont like them, it's not that, it's just it's wierd when you come back to someone you havnt talked in a while, and acting like every things koo, I try to make it as comfortable as I can, but I still feel weird.

Well I figured that I need a job, so I can get a truck. I wanna ask my brother to get one for me cause he can make those god damn car dealers bring the price down. I dont know how he does it but he always gets what he was looking for. If he got it for me I would pay the monthly bills. So then I dont have to walk home from school, or have to walk to work or walk anywhere. But I dont think he would want to get one for me, he'll just make something up so I dont get one. Just for the fuck of it. I dont have a permit or anything my mom doesnt mind me driving with out it, she just says that if I get caught it's on me. People say my family is pretty koo, and I agree..sometimes, but thats just because you dont live with these people. If you did you would understand what I am thinking about when I'm with them.

So hopefully things will work out alright. If not, then....I guess it wasnt meant to happen this way. Well I'm outs peace.

Sick and bored

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 20:07:07 GMT

Ummm, this weekend was nice. I liked it. Hanging out with the homies again.

Ummmm today monday, I didnt go to school, I'm freaken sick again. : (

Why cant she be here to take care of me? ; ) You know who you are. Aw, I miss you.

I dont know what else to write about, sorry my life isnt as adventures as others on this thing. haha Oh well live with it niggers. Peace.

Start out new

Sat, 10 Apr 2004 20:44:23 GMT

I have deleted all of my friends!!!

If you want to be one of my friends comment to this.

If not, fuck you then bitch! JK.

Just comment bitch!!

You, in pink.

Thu, 01 Apr 2004 22:29:39 GMT

hmm, well I just got home from school. It was pretty boring, I was tierd anyways. Aw and I didnt get to talk to <3 today. Cause I left. hah Aw, tomorrow we will, to make up for probably not seeing each other during spring break.

Hmm, I'm close to finishing my driving school, just today, and tomorrow. :) At least...I think thats it, and then I get some thingy, and then I call court, clear my record, get permit, get car, then just drive around with the homies. It's gonna be awlsome!

HAHA FUCK YEAH!!!!!

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 06:19:18 GMT

Hell yeah homie!!!! Thats fucken hard! Mad props!!

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 02:52:59 GMT

So laitly I'v been thinking, damn I got to come up in life, I need to get some shit done. So I decieded to get, and earn some things I'v been wanting for a while now.

So I'm going to attempt to,

>Call Juvenile Court, and ask if I can clear my record by working or something.
>Work or do whatever I have to to clear record.
>Clear it.
>Finish Driving School.
>Pass Driving test.
>Get Permit.
>Ask mommy for a car.
and
>Ask someone to buy me a new Dell computer, and I'd pay the montley bill.

Thats about all I really want right now. Start to come up you know. Well wish me the best of luck. Peace!

ELVIS!!!!!

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 20:36:18 GMT

Damn, I love this song!<3

You look like an angel
Walk like an angel
Talk like an angel
But I got wise
You’re the devil in disguise
Oh yes you are
The devil in disguise

You fooled me with your kisses
You cheated and you schemed
Heaven knows how you lied to me
You’re not the way you seemed

You look like an angel
Walk like an angel
Talk like an angel
But I got wise

You’re the devil in disguise
Oh yes you are
The devil in disguise

I thought that I was in heaven
But I was sure surprised
Heaven help me, I didn’t see
The devil in your eyes

You look like an angel
Walk like an angel
Talk like an angel

But I got wise
You’re the devil in disguise
Oh yes you are
The devil in disguise

You’re the devil in disguise
Oh yes you are
The devil in disguise
Oh yes you are
The devil in disguise